I’m struggling

2021.09.20 04:58 Throwaway12279121 I’m struggling

I’ve had a drinking problem for a long time but refused to accept it. It wasn’t until about 8 months ago where I quit cold turkey for at least 6 of those months but slowly started having a few beers at the end of each week. Drinking destroyed my relationship with a wonderful person whom I truly loved and cared for. she was the reason why I decided to quit but by then it was too late. This last month or so I’ve been having an incredibly difficult time fighting the urge to get fucked up. I was using alcohol to numb the pain and to be more social and open. without it I feel overwhelmed by trying to process how I’m feeling most days. I’ve done a lot of emotional work over these last 8 months especially over the summer and I can say I’ve made progress but I can feel myself slipping and it scares the fuck out of me. I’m in therapy but even so I feel alone and I don’t have anyone I can talk to about this besides my therapist. It’s also hard to meet new people when you have to avoid going to bars. I feel better getting this off my chest but the shame and guilt I have for my behavior while I was still heavily drinking is overwhelming.
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2021.09.20 04:58 Trindi [PSA] Something NEEDS to be done.

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2021.09.20 04:58 kaamalani NFL Redraft League

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2021.09.20 04:57 Tythen Listing the English VAs of the characters in Shackles of the Syndicate!

For those who have heard of The Syndicate for the first time, they are a secret organisation that achieves their goals within the shadows of the land. With nothing but rumours or a single whisper in the public domain, the organisation performs the most shocking of experiments harmful to all life known. One such example is wyrmbinding, the process where a dragon and human are forcibly bound together in order to replicate the ability of shapeshifting held only by the Alberian royal family, with severe repercussions. However, Aldred, and Farren, victimised by the Syndicate, and Grace and Bellina, willing turncoats of the Syndicate, banded together and stood against them for the sake of all innocent life!
That was my attempt on trying to make a similar opening narration of the first Kamen Rider. I know, it sucks. Even so, this defensive story involves the return of the Syndicate, fused with a WHOLE TON of Tokusatsu! It refers to live-action shows that use a LOT of special effects like explosions or monster suits for filming. And like I said, Farren and the mysterious figure at the end? Absolute beast of a reference!! Anyway, we're going to be looking at the return of Grace and Farren AKA if an optimistic Geo Stelar with survivor's guilt and Mega/Omega-Xis was a Power Ranger. Grace is reunited with her original VA, and Farren is voiced by another returning voice actor? Who is it? Well, it's pretty shocking when I found out who it was! Now guess what? It's VA introducin' time!
Grace - It's Marlie Collins! Marlie was born in Saskatoon, Saskatchewan, and has been singing and dancing with her older brothers and sisters. This lead to her interest in musical theatre and voice acting, starting to take lessons around 15 years old. After doing a voice major and other things, she's been a voice actress as well as a singer with her own website and album! She's mostly done live-action roles, having a few one-time roles in shows and documentaries like Lucifer, The Man in the High Castle, Harry & Meghan: Becoming Royal to name a few. But she's been in two animated roles before. One being Wasp in Marvel Super Hero Adventures and Tsukuyo in the Ocean Dub of Gintama! Beautiful girl with such melancholic energy. What do you think of her?
Farren - It's Bill Newton! And my goodness what a surprise! You've heard him before as Victor, Leif, and Chthonious, but I definitely didn't see him voicing a bright ball of light like Farren! Guess Bill's got a very good range! Oh yeah, Lil'Barb is also voiced too, and as I mentioned before, he's got a very similar attitude to Mega from Megaman Star Force. Did Bill also voice him? Would like to know. Anyway, I won't go deep on him because we went through Leif on the last post! But what do you think about a young, hopeful take that Bill Newton made?
Anniversary is coming very soon, and we've seen a little of what they may bring (Dragon upgrade to 6-star?) and I can't wait to hear what Arielle/Notte, Nina, Deven (hopefully), and Okada are going to bring to the digest, whether it's the story or new characters! And with that, see you soon!
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2021.09.20 04:57 Runlola19 🎈Happy 4th Birthday, Homescapes!🎈

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2021.09.20 04:57 oogaFilms Ok, I guess I’ll just give up at this point. This is insane 😱

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2021.09.20 04:57 singhkomila 20 September 2021 Amazon Quiz: Participate and win Rs 15,000 Amazon Pay Balance

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2021.09.20 04:57 albertkapla An interesting title

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2021.09.20 04:57 skatenbikes Cool abandoned truck cab I found scootin around on my half finished vt

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2021.09.20 04:57 I-love-Dragons B&N is my life

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2021.09.20 04:57 future_beach_bum Redondo from the Venice Pier this AM

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2021.09.20 04:57 Life_Ad_4339 Roblox Bloxburg - No Gamepass Affordable Sushi Stand - Minami Oroi

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2021.09.20 04:57 Tradhappy Last Minute Tips for First Century Tomorrow?

I'm a pretty experienced runner, but I got injured two weeks ago so I switched to cycling for the time being until I heal up to hit the trails. I've never biked more than 40 miles and I'm looking at a route at 6-8k elevation with ~11k of vert, mostly road or gravel. Hoping to get it done relatively quickly but I'm not committed to speed just adventure. I'm good with fueling and ultra efforts so 6-8 hours seems pretty mellow. Any tips?
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2021.09.20 04:57 jdmorza99 Groin pain when throwing roundhose kick

Like a pulsating in the groin that keeps me from throwing often, and also restricts the height of the kicks. Just wondering what that is or what can i do to fix it
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2021.09.20 04:57 SouthParkTaughtMe Fed up with the bs over boys rolls and girls rolls.

We just announced we are pregnant with a boy.
First thing the FIL says: "A Boy to carry on the (last name of his family) NAME!!"
Really?!
Our first born was a girl, and I came from a family of only girls. You know what I did? I gave MY family's last name to my daughter by making it her middle name. And I will share with her the story behind our family's name when she is older. If she wants to carry it on like I did, that will be her choice.
And what if this boy doesn't end up having kids!? How is it only up to the boy to "carry on the name"?
I'm so fed up with the FIL these days. Shit does not need to be determined at birth for these little ones.
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2021.09.20 04:57 Nhorin How to alert admins when users installs a software on their device?

In a BYOD environment where we have an MDM solution for user's personal device to push company apps, we also want to monitor their application installs to flag for any malicious software. Is there a real time monitoring alert tool for this case?
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2021.09.20 04:57 samux829 My new PB, this game was just madness from start to finish, feels good to get better slowly

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2021.09.20 04:57 inthepouringrain2 Pocket foster

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2021.09.20 04:57 nutbutpicklesammy How do I kill a cricket that’s been living for days in my apartment?

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2021.09.20 04:57 NovaMemeHD Starting as a part time delivery driver. What should i expect?

Starting tomorrow and wanted to get a heads up. Not looking to stay for a long time probably only for a few months until I move. Appreciate any and all help!
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2021.09.20 04:57 808gecko808 From Maui to the Majors: Statistics for Baldwin graduate Kurt Suzuki of the Los Angeles Angels (SEP 17, 2021)

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